This is my erotica cherry - the story of a dancer, Julia, exploring her own sexuality and creativity while she works her first summer at Circus Excite. The ringmaster is a bit of a devil, and the performances are calculated to shock. I got to visit some very cool shows while researching this book! (In response to your next question, no, there are no bearded ladies in it.)
Just out in the UK, and hovering on the horizon in the US and Canada, published by Black Lace and findable at Amazon - Enjoy!